Words Can't Begin To Convey.... 

Words Can't Begin To Convey....

Wow, scared the heck out of me...just...yeah

Okay to be honest I'm still in a bit of shock from what just took place. What took place? I got IMed. Unlike any other IM this one was very refreshing and made my heart leap clear into my throat. I will admit now it was awkward, I rambled a bit but when you're not exactly expecting such a thing what can you do?

You know I can't quit smiling now, I know why too, it's just wow. I mean, incredible, that's the best I can say for how I am feeling right now. I am just beyond words and description happy right now, the type that will take weeks if not months to wear off.

You know it happened at the weirdest time too, I was just about done typing a whole post in here. He IMed and it just was like my prayers were answered.

Oh man I don't know how he felt but that's how I felt, I couldn't even begin to describe how much I missed him or how much I've come to love him even in his absence. I don't even recall telling him I loved him in that conversation, but I mean I was and still am in shock.

Later days,
One very happy Matt