Hope Renewed, True Friends Exist 

Hope Renewed, True Friends Exist

Let me start by saying that Naruto is jumping up and down, he's happy and I know why. I just got done talking to Ken online, it felt really good. I mean, of course it was awkward but it felt good nonetheless.

I won't get into the details of it because it's a private conversation, all I will say is it felt good and boosted my hope a lot. I also talked to my friend's Takato and his GF which also felt good and made me smile, it showed me that there is a good chance in life for everything. I only hope...no no...I know that one day I shall return the favor to them, for all they've done for me.

For what they had to do to show me what I had in me all along, that was a true act from the heart. To make such a decision, that was a true act of love and to follow through with it that was a true act of kindness and compassion.

I know I probably sound like a sap or something but that's how I feel. In fact they are what made me begin to show my emotions, they tore down the last part of my barrier by pushing me away.

I will leave you with this note, if your friends do something that hurts you a lot like telling you not to come around for awhile, it probably hurts them too to have to say such and it's probably something that will help you both in the long run.

Later days,
Matt