Proof of Changes 

Proof of Changes

I'm proud of myself, I actually handled that well, I didn't jump to anything like I used to and I didn't really do anything. I ended up talking to Izzy and Max who both we're a bit shocked at me, they also were shocked at how calm I was. I mean instead of getting totally angry and doing something stupid, I talked and let off some steam on to a church.

I didn't even resort to bad thoughts or drinking nor did I backstep on my promise to Tai. It's scary, I didn't think I'd changed much but apparently I have...too bad it took something like this to prove it to me but I guess if it's meant to be our paths will cross again.

If not meant to be...I only wish him the best and hope he finds happiness. Yesterday, a part of me died but I am not going to let it get to me, I have to be positive and hope for the best. I've done pretty good so far, maybe I can go farther.

Later days,
Matt