Boredom & Desires 

Boredom & Desires

You know boredom causes weird things, like what you ask? Oh how about 4 new music videos, 6 chapters to a fanfic and lots of zoning.

I got to thinking today about boredom...it is the desire for desires, make sense? Okay basically when you're bored you want something to do right? You desire something to do, something to do is desires so you desire for desires. Okay not clicking is it? Well not my fault, blame Leo Tolstoy...it was him that influenced it.

You know I got to thinking about how I am changing myself for the better and for some reason I got to thinking about The Ordeal of Change by Eric Hoffer. He said that there can be no real freedom without the freedom to fail and I think he's right. I can't be truly free from my own barriers and chains unless I fail sometimes, so maybe I can stop looking at it as I've failed when I try to overcome something and realize that I am free from it. But does that mean I've failed or succeeded? If I see that I've failed at something then realize that by failure I've really succeeded did I really fail?

Well I think that's enough of that...thinking is weird for me, especially when it makes sense. Then again, "Cogito, ergo sum".

Later days,
Matt