Spent...very 

Spent...very

Oh my god...I did not just spend over 7 hours reading Naruto fics. I think I must've read almost half of the ones on FF.net, okay so maybe I only read the SasukexNaruto fics. I have read 37 fics in that time and I have added a lot to my favorites list.

Good fucking night! LOL, didn't think I would get that caught up in them. I mean to be honest, I was very umm...excited after 20 fics of vivid detail and with my imagination...yeah.

Okay now let's see...

In life I am taking a break from people in general, Sunday is my day of fuck everyone I have sleep. LOL, okay so maybe I ain't doing that online...but offline I don't intend to go anywhere.

Also, I guess I need to check myself before I react to shit...make sure I know ALL the facts and not let my mind play with what I do know or think rather. Boy do I need to do that. I guess sometimes I forget that changing involves not letting old habits come back. Changing is so damned hard, especially when it comes to emotions and such but, it is for the best.

I think around like 7 in the morning I will log off and kick my niece the fuck out of my bed and sleep. Prolly wake up and take a nice hot shower and of course clean...maybe clean before the shower.

If you want your whole life to be free from pain, become a god...that or a corpse.

Later days,
Matt