A blond beauty, some self revelation and chicken... 

A blond beauty, some self revelation and chicken...

Blond beauty, to start I wish to say I am allowed to look at him all I want cuz I said so! LOL, okay...to begin Taichi dyed his hair...as long as he stays away from the blue streaks I like it. Well wait I should say if he tips his hair blue it'd be cool...if tinges the sides and maybe the bangs it'd be cool too. I love it..well that's beside the fact that anything on him looks good.

Self revelation, I figured out that I am not as good at hiding things from people as I thought. I mean my god I thought I hid it pretty damned well...but NOOOOO...LOL. Everyone knows but just don't want to say it apparently. Well there's that and I guess I do have a bit of a streak of paranoia still in my system, that with a bit of jealousy to be honest. I guess I will have to continue to work on that, but sometimes I guess this hiding the fact I am in love with a very handsome guy gets to me and chains with my thoughts.

Chicken, I went out to eat today instead of move things with my friend Wanda. We talked a while about the situation at hand, I felt kind of out of place though. I mean yeah in a way I did cause it but in a way I guess I didn't. I just hate how her ex treats her. I mean she's doing the best she can and doesn't need his shit...especially when she has full custody of the boys. You know he don't HAVE to see them...maybe she should hold that over his head till he acts right.

Well I guess that's all for now...

Later days,
Matt