Kawaii...so kawaii 

Kawaii...so kawaii

He looks so innocent...so happy...so...cute...laying on the couch...asleep...*sigh* I wonder what's going through his mind. I love him so much...he's my little hedgehog...

I feel like I am living in a dreamworld when I'm around him, everything is just surreal...almost like it's a fantasy and I pray everyday that if this is a dream I won't wake up...ever. He is just...everything to me...he is my world...I know it in my heart...etched into the grain of my soul.

I don't know why I can't just tell this kind of stuff to him...I mean...I say I love you so many times in one day...I kiss him so many times everyday and yet I feel like I am holding back from him. I feel like he doesn't know yet the way I think of him like when we're together and when we're apart it brings so much pain and lonliness into my heart.

I love Tai that much...he's my lil hedgehog...my Taichi...my...world.

Later days,
Matt