Abunai! Umm...I mean Look Out! 

Abunai! Umm...I mean Look Out!

Chot-to!

Yamato desu...uhh...okay I'll speak Eigo...I mean English...dammit LOL. I am shocked, for once I woke up at 7:30 in the morning on my own without anything to do today till three or four. I am currently waiting for this download to finish before I post this, cuz right now I am typing it in Notepad. Listening to Digimon music, great sounds reverberating throughout the apartment...shaking pictures. Yes this is the life.

You know I think Sora has a point...I do kinda seem to keep Ken or Tai from talking to her on a one on one level. I mean...umm...well...I am kinda always there...always playing pranks or something...yeah...guess that's over. I didn't think I did that really, I mean I always try to have fun or make them smile...I fail at that more times than I'd like to. Plus she also made another point...maybe I am around them too much...even they need their space. I highly respect them, but not enough to give them time to do their own thing I guess. BTW by them, I mean Ken and Tai...

As for my date, well...I have to postpone it as the money I was hoping to get yesterday has been delayed to Monday...dammit. I was so looking forward to a haircut and a night with Tai on the town too. No seriously that ain't sarcasm either...I really did want to go on Saturday...umm today...tonight whatever.

I shouldn't bother going to Tai's for awhile...he does need his space...I think after tonight (if I stay) I will just let him live his life. Maybe to the point to where I get a call from him asking me to come over. That would be an extreme but it may be the best for him...I don't want to seem like a bother to him...never did...*sigh* I love him so much though. Maybe I should talk with him today about it when I go over, he promised me that I could stay so in order to make him keep his promise I must at least go over even if I can't stay. I won't ever intentionally do something to make someone break their promise to me...couldn't do that.

So basically here are the changes I am going to make...no more pranks or things to avert their IM conversations, no more being there 24/7 and no more well....just no more.

Ja Mata
Ishida Yamato

PS - Domo...I mean thanks...thanks for reading...