Yay... 

Yay...

Okay here's my new private blog...don't rightly care if someone reads it but hey it's where I can tell what I am really thinking and not censor or edit myself...

Let's start with today...shall we? Well okay...LOL

Today I was at my boyfriend's house playing Yugioh and stuff but something was on my mind all day. Something is different between him and I, it's almost like I am becoming second in his life and no longer important to him.

I love him with all my heart but I can't shake this feeling. I mean I had to practically corner him to get a good night kiss which is something that I shouldn't have to do, of course he won't tell me what's going on. He don't want to hurt me but damn...you know I kinda need to know if he ain't happy. I wish he would tell me...I really do.